Today was my very first Mother's day, and I cannot begin to express how happy and blessed I am. All day I could not stop thinking about how undeserving I am to be Carson's mommy.
So very undeserving of ---
the joy he brings
Thank you Lord so very much for every day and every moment I have as Carson's mom.
I thought so many times today about that very first moment I met Carson. I remember how scared I was... until I saw him and my fear turned into perfect joy, and perfect love. Thank you Lord for mothers and thank you Lord that I am a mommy.
The tenotomy is over and all is well. So physically and emotionally draining to have to wait in a room while your child is going through such a tough time in another. We were able to hear him crying through the wall and our hearts just ached and prayed. He came through everything very well and we are reminded yet again of Who is still in control. How His heart must ache whenever He must allow us to go through something for our own good only to hear us cry as though we were abandoned.
Thank you for your continued prayers!